Monthly Archives: November 2015

Sinking

Breathing drawing me under, captivating spell swirling, drawing me darker.

Believing there would be light washing my past misgivings.

Rather than redemption, my care sunk us, essence robbed from my body.

Concurrence slipped me under, entranced by your eyes, stilled by your smile, weighed by your caress.

Slowly losing air, spilling my mind, leaching my soul.

Leaving me balled, trying to hold these shattered pieces together.

Nothing left to pull together. Too broken to ever feel whole.

Stealing my pieces as you drifted away.

Mirrors

Mirrors can be a deception. An object reflecting things as we see it, not as they are. Mirrors reflect warped perceptions and their surface is often warped distorting our view of self further. But mirrors are useful and lauded objects.

We love to spend hours before them, pondering our perfections and imperfections alike. They are used to decide whether a movement is good enough to present on stage. We use them to analyze our technical correctness. We use them to admire the beauty and ugliness in our bodies. The polarity of observation in the mirror can be mind-numbing.

Though the mirror can be used for observation, it can be used for avoidance as well. It can allow us to escape our lives. Have you been lost in your reflection? So much so the world around you disappears? Staring in the mirror can be a great time waster as we pick apart our flaws and dream of ways to fix them. Many a dancer has been lost in their reflection and lost touch with reality over time.

Too many hours before the mirror can become an addiction. An addiction to the search for perfection, an addiction to pulling ourselves apart. Too much time in the mirror can sink your soul into depression as perfection will never be achieved. Perfection is a reflection that we can chase forever and never reach. What is perfection anyway? A state of flawlessness? Is that realistic? Is that achievable? Is the mirror ever a true reflection of our reality anyway? Rarely. So why do we love this mirror so much?